As I mused this morning about my day ahead, it was a blank page. I breathed a sigh of relief. Most of my days are a blank page. I need to live this way.
No planning ahead, no great expectations, just living moment by moment. It’s a relief that I can live my life in this way. The thought of having to do it another way is unimaginable, especially as my disease progresses.
The Rat Race Is Over
So different to my previous life of constant meetings, appointments, phone calls, emails, texts, long working days etc. I’m ok with that though. When I was in the rat race I would dream of having a blank calendar day.
Funny how life works out isn’t it.
Medical Musings With Friends, my online support forum, is my main daily focus now (next to my hubby of course).
I love that despite my own health limitations, I can muse daily with others living with chronic illness across the globe. It is such a joy and honour for me to see friendships form and burdens shared as we muse together.
Walking A Fine Line
It is a fine line we walk when living with a chronic disease.
We are so much more than our diseases. It’s OK to show others our strength of character, our funny side, our happy side, our lighter side, our talents.
It’s OK to share our hopes and our dreams for the future.
That’s what I love about my forum. I love that the members share the highs and the lows. The challenges and the triumphs.
I love that we laugh together and cry together. I love that we are free to express to each other our deepest thoughts in a way that is raw and real.
We share our love of books, music, movies. We share our faith. We share our hopes and our dreams and when these are crushed, as they often are, we pick each other up.
We help each other re-build their lives with new hopes and dreams.
Most of our members can’t do great “so-called” physical inspiring things like climbing bridges or mountains or running in marathons.
Our members climb mountains daily though.
In the midst of their pain and disability they look after families. They clean a room in their homes. They manage to get showered and dressed on their own. They make it out to a cafe. They comfort another despite their own suffering.
None of these things are easy. Each activity represents Mount Everest.
Our forum members are so inspiring.
Every person, living with a chronic disease, achieves more than they realise, every day.
So if you have a chronic illness and have woken to a “blank calendar day”, remember that your day will be full of climbing mountains.
You will be achieving so much. You are amazing and it’s a privilege to climb alongside you all ❤
If you’re looking for genuine support, care, understanding & friendship, you are so welcome to join my closed Facebook support forum, Medical Musings with Friends . It’s a safe place to connect with others living with chronic and complex diseases, who truly understand the daily challenges. A warm welcome awaits.
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