Inspirational Quotes surround us in today’s world of Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest and Instagram. Throw away lines that are designed to both challenge and motivate us.
Do they or are we overwhelmed by the many thoughts, sayings, likes and shares that crowd our day?
Do we really take time to reflect and ponder and listen to our own thoughts?
Do we quieten our minds enough to work out what we really feel, what we really believe?
A Day Of Pondering
I’m pondering today, partly because I’m battling severe pain and partly because I need quietness to listen to my own heart, my own thoughts and to just be.
I’ve just spent 8 days in hospital dealing with complications of severe lumbar spinal stenosis. The journey isn’t over but at the moment I’m just exhausted and I need peace, perfect peace.
Hospitals are full of noise. Machines beeping, Nurses hustling and bustling along corridors, or prodding you awake at 1am to take your blood pressure.
Specialists visiting you just when you had finally managed to make it to the bathroom or were about to enjoy a meal.
Texts, phone calls, TV’s streaming different shows from different rooms. Nurse buzzers going off left, right and centre.
Blood tests being taken when least expected. Catering staff taking orders and delivering food.
Being wheeled through the hospital on your bed, to Radiology for scans and x-rays.
Cleaners coming into your room to dust and vacuum, just when you thought you were finally about to get some rest.
Noise, noise, noise!
I Need Quietness And Solitude…Now!!
Quietness and solitude is what’s required to regroup, recharge and renew my physical and mental strength after any lengthy hospital stay.
So as I ponder, I’ve been looking at inspirational quotes for my online support group, Medical Musings With Friends.
The more of them I read the more I feel a growing sense of emptiness. So many lack substance and that’s ok for a light-hearted pick me up kind of day, when a throwaway line will make you smile and say “yeah, I like that”.
Today is not that kind of day. Today I need more. Today I need to go where I know I will find real strength. Where my faith will be confirmed, where my soul will be comforted.
I have many favourite verses in the Bible that keep me going through the good days, the bad days and the in between days.
2 Corinthians 4 v 17 – 18
For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
Ahhh….as I read those words and many like them I begin to relax. There is a much bigger picture for my life than my current circumstances.
The noise begins to disappear. My mind is beginning to function again. My thoughts are starting to form with some clarity. My body may still be weak and sore but my soul is being renewed.
As my soul is revitalised, my mind relaxes and my pain is better managed.
Time out to ponder is definitely good for the mind, body and soul.
It is good to be reminded that God has a plan for my life. A plan full of hope and a future.
When true inspiration is needed I know where to go! I know where to find perfect peace and solitude.
If you’re looking for genuine support, care, understanding and friendship, you are so welcome to join my closed Facebook support forum, Medical Musings with Friends . It’s a safe place to connect with others living with chronic and complex diseases, who truly understand the daily challenges. A warm welcome awaits.
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