My Very Own “Escape To The Country”

Late last year, as the New Year approached, I decided to dare to dream and wrote a blog post, Let’s Go Fly A Kite.

The idea was to list a few things I would love to do but felt were way out of reach or were just pure imagination.

I also had a small realistic list.

What I didn’t realise at the time, was one of the dreams on my “dare to dream” list, was soon to become a reality

New Beginnings Take Time

It’s been over 5 years since I medically retired and it has taken that long for me to reinvent myself, so to speak.

I really wasn’t sure what I was going to do in my medical retirement. When I first left work I had Rheumatoid Arthritis and a permanent colostomy but I had no idea that I was about to experience the full force of a rare bone disease. That onslaught came 10 months after I retired.

My original plans of a quiet medical retirement, with outings on good days, perhaps a bit of local travel within Australia and some daily exercise with walks around our beautiful Bayside suburb, all came crashing down the day my femur broke in two.

Of course we had just bought a 2 storey home at the time. Not ideal when the diagnosis of a progressive rare bone disease is passed down.

Two years of surgery after surgery and countless hospital stays, didn’t really provide me with the time or energy to think about what I could do with my life, particularly given that my physical disabilities had become non treatable, permanent, progressive and incredibly restrictive.

2017 was a good year. Not because my health improved, it didnt. In fact it’s got worse. My disease was and still is really out of control. My Specialists made a decision late 2016 to avoid further surgery, unless a life threatening emergency, to give my body a rest. Thankfully this stopped the onslaught of being in constant recovery mode.

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The Gift Of Time

I was being given the gift of time. Less appointments, no hospital stays, no lengthy surgical recoveries.

2014 to 2016 is a complete blur. I can’t remember much about those two years at all. In stark contrast, 2017/2018 gave me time to think with a clearer head. No constant effects of general anesthetic fogging my brain. What a relief!

2019 has taken on a life of it’s own from the outset! After making a brave decision, just before Christmas last year, my husband and I have just finished moving into a Lifestyle village. Our new home is very “bijou”, lowset,  brand new and just perfect for our needs. The move has taken it’s toll physically but every step of the journey from old house to new home, has just felt so right.

What’s more, is it’s just on the outskirts of suburbia, in a rural residential area.

Remember,  my “let’s go fly a kite post”? I dared to dream and the dream has been fulfilled. I have, by all intents and purposes, escaped to the country. I’m pinching myself. The countryside awaits everytime we leave our beautifully appointed Lifestyle village. Just driving in the car, to our local shopping centre, brings me such joy. My poor husband has to put up with me in the passenger seat, pointing out the horses and sheep and beautiful tree lined country lanes.

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But the land you are crossing the Jordan to take possession of is a land of mountains and valleys that drinks rain from heaven. Deuteronomy 11:11 NIV

The End Can Be The Start Of A New Beginning

Yes I still have severe pain, constant fractures, extreme exhaustion, increasing mobility issues and a host of health surprises on a weekly basis. Despite it all, I’m so glad we didn’t let all the reasons “not to”, deter us from moving to our new home.

I don’t know why but I feel a sense of freedom here. Everything is more accessible and with the use of my walker, I’ve been able to go out with my husband more than I could in our old suburb. Such a gift. I must admit I’ve overdone it a bit and need to get the balance right but I’ll work it out.

I feel like I’ve been given a new beginning, despite my progressive disease.

Over the past few years to just go about my days at my own pace has been such a blessing. I’ve enjoyed sunrises, sunsets and all the hours in between.

Since leaving work, I’ve been able to reinvent myself. I’m too young to just do nothing. My brain runs at a million miles an hour. It needs to be active and I need a sense of purpose and to feel like I’m still contributing to society in some way.

I’ve never been someone who was content to just focus on leisure activities. Even as a child I was always working on a project of some kind. At school I would finish assignments early and be given extras to do for the fun of it.

I know that sounds kind of sad but believe it or not I wasn’t a nerd and was even part of the “cool” group at school, or so we thought!

I’ve always had a strong sense of commitment and responsibility to make a difference in some way and that wasn’t about to be squashed by chronic disease. It’s just who I am, how I’m wired I guess.

Dreams Become Realities

My dream of writing began to take shape as my blog became more established. Writing opportunities presented and I became an ongoing contributor at The Mighty.

I joined the  Chronic Illness Bloggers Network and have been inspired by other bloggers all writing to educate readers about specific diseases and share ways to live the best life possible with their health issues.

My greatest love though and the thing that keeps me the busiest, is  Medical Musings With Friends, my online support forum for people with chronic and complex diseases. I love it. I love the members. Their stories are so precious, their support of each other so genuine.

Keeping this forum positive and relevant is my major daily focus. It is such a blessing and honour to be able to serve it’s members each and every day.

As well as the forum members this wonderful opportunity has also brought with it my team of moderators. This team are such an amazing support to me and we have all become great online friends.

Don’t Lose Hope

I had no idea 5 years ago what I was going to do with my life. It’s so easy to think that chronic and complex disease is the end of life.

It may be the end of life as you know it now but it can be the start of a whole new fulfilling life. That process takes time, even years but don’t lose hope.

Keep dreaming and thinking about what you can physically and mentally cope with and eventually you too will reinvent yourself.

The end can be the start of a new beginning!

Who knows, you may even have your very own “Escspe to the Country”, or whatever might be on your wild imagination list.

Sam xx

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20 thoughts on “My Very Own “Escape To The Country”

  1. Sam so glad you love your new home. I think I remember you saying on a post in Swell Gals that you like watching Escape to the country. Now you are living it. God bless.

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  2. It’s so good to hear that the whole journey has felt ‘right’, which makes the stress and physical toll from it all worth it. The countryside looks wonderful, so refreshing. I can see why you’d feel a sense of freedom, and you’re right about the whole ‘new beginning’ thing; while physical health may not really change, our perspective, emotions and opportunities all can. Sounds like you & hubby definitely made the right call with this.
    “Keep dreaming and thinking about what you can physically and mentally cope with and eventually you too will reinvent yourself.” – that is so inspiring to read, and it really does give us all hope. Here’s to your new beginning, Sam, may the rest of this year be more positive  ♥ 
    Caz xx
    PS. Can I move there too??

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    1. Thanks so much Caz…..oh how I’d love you to move here. We’d have so much to talk about, it would be such a treat. Hope you are doing as well as possible. Lot’s of love xx

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  3. I wish you so much happiness in your new home. I also live in the countryside and there’s not a day passes when I don’t look outside and consider how lucky I am. It’s so beautiful.

    It takes time to reinvent yourself, as you put it. When I retired, I was 28 and initially too tired and painful to do anything other than rest. A few years later, I took up new hobbies and interests and have been reinventing myself ever since. We just have to make the best of what we have, don’t we?

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    1. Thank you so much. I’m so glad you also have your own slice of country and havd reinvented yourself. Medically retiring is never easy at any age but 28 is so young. You’ve done so well to adjust with time. My health started it’s downward trend in my late 20s too but it wasn’t until my mid 30s we knew something really wasn’t right. The progression was slow until I hit my 40s, allowing me to continue to work up until then but when the body decides to spectacularly break down we really just have to go with the flow. Take care xx

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