When living with chronic illness, and particularly chronic pain, life needs a level of certainty, of routine.
To a large degree we can create workable daily routines, manage our medications and medical appointments, and keep life ticking along so we maintain our equilibrium as much as possible.
I actually love change. Throughout my career I worked as a Change Management Consultant for large organisations and I was in my element in this role.
Change doesn’t phase me. I’m trained to find solutions. Change is an opportunity, a chance to grow, to develop and learn.
So given this you would think I would cope with my Ostomy appliance being discontinued.
I Can’t Believe It!
I have used this product since my stoma was formed 8 years ago. It works perfectly for me. I love it. I’ve never had an issue with it. It is very much my security blanket.
Having a stoma is a positive thing for me. My life before it was not good. My bowel was completely non functioning due to a severe rectal prolapse. My Stoma Story has the full details of this chapter of my chronic illness journey.
Just because I’m happy having a stoma, it doesn’t mean it’s easy. A stoma creates it’s own set of challenges. It takes a while to feel confident in many circumstances and add in a rare debilitating bone disease, a whole range of life changing compexities are presented.
So the news of “your product has been discontinued”, is a little beyond disconcerting!! To be completely honest, it’s slightly terrifying.
There are many excellent products available by numerous Ostomy Companies. Sounds good doesn’t it, but the array of choices presents it’s own set of issues.
To find the right product I need to sample as many as possible. The process is exhausting, especially when I need to keep my regular routine in place to help manage my pain.
I’ll get there, I’ll work through the process and I will arrive at the point of acceptance of a new product. I’m sure before long, whichever Ostomy appliance I choose, it will become my new security blanket.
As I was contemplating my dilemma, I found myself saying, “Oh well, nothing lasts forever”
Nothing Lasts Forever
Change requires acceptance. The words of this cliche “nothing lasts forever”, actually helped me to begin to focus my thoughts in a more positive way. They began to make me look beyond my current circumstances to a future state.
The one inevitable thing in life is change.
My beautiful Dad recently passed away. I couldn’t control this situation. It was inevitable it would happen one day. All I can do now is grieve, remember the good times and find a way to live again without him in my life.
The whole cycle of life points to the fact, nothing lasts forever. Yet sometimes it’s the small changes in life which can cause us to crumble and feel as if it’s just all too much.
I think when this happens it’s often because there are larger life changing issues at play. Perhaps we are grappling with financial issues, relationship issues, loss of a loved one, worsening health. The list of worrisome issues, which present the need to make changes in our lives, are often complex and can eat away at us bit by bit……if we don’t address them.
Addressing The Small Change Issues
So how can we deal with the unexpected small changes in our lives?
As with any path to accepting change, it’s always a process. I like to keep the process simple, especially when dealing with complexities.
My approach to a life changing event, always start with making time to stop and think. It’s crucial to be deliberate and focused when dealing with change. So here’s the step by step process I follow. I really hope it helps you find a way to cope with your own change challenges:
- Find a quiet place to sit with a nice cuppa or favourite drink;
- Have a note book or your phone handy to jot down your thoughts ;
- Ask yourself why is the relatively “small” change confronting you, making you feel so stressed?;
- What else is happening in your life causing major concern? List these down;
- Read carefully through the major concern list you’ve just created;
- What can you do to start addressing some of the more “major” change issues? Jot down some ideas next to each item;
- You may not like plans but the whole idea is they take the uncertainty out of a situation. This reduces your stress levels and helps you to think more clearly about the road ahead;
- While thinking about the changes you’re facing, deliberately include what positives may come as a result of the change. There are always opportunities, even when grieving the loss of a loved one, a relationship breakdown, loss of a job etc. Sometimes we feel we can’t give ourselves permission to be happy about some of the beneficial outcomes a major life change might bring. We can and we should. It helps us move forward;
- Now think about the smaller change you’ve been struggling with;
- Is it as bad as you first thought when compared to the life changes on your “major” issues list?
- Could it be you are really just overwhelmed by the larger events happening in your life?
I find once I’ve been honest with myself, by following the above process, I realise two things:
- I now know there are underlying issues causing me to feel overwhelmed when little things go haywire. I need to focus my energy on resolving the major issues in my life.
- I realise I do need to just get on and deal with the smaller issue and reduce my stress levels.
Resolving The Major Issues
I’m not for one moment going to suggest resolving major life changing issues is easy.
I do know pushing them constantly to one side is not helpful, and can cause our health issues to worsen. Stress increases pain. One thing we definitely need, when living with chronic disease, is a peaceful life as far as possible.
The process of listing your major life changing events, and jotting down ideas to begin to resolve them, is a great starting point towards managing the change process and relieving some stress.
It puts you in the driver’s seat, and begins to give you a sense of control, particularly in a situation which may be making you feel powerless.
You may need assistance from others to help fully resolve your major issues, but even acknowledging this and identifying who could help, is a huge starting point.
At the end of the day, if little things are feeling like huge change events, it’s likely because more major issues are at play.
Acknowledging this does help us not to sweat the small stuff quite as much. Perspective is a wonderful tool to use when managing change.
So I’m going to take my own advice and acknowledge I’m deeply grieving the death of a loved one…my precious Dad.
As a result, the last thing I feel like dealing with is a change to my Ostomy product!
However in the big scheme of things, it’s not a big deal and I will find the right solution for my needs.
I’m just going to keep reminding myself, “nothing lasts forever”.
Although it’s not strictly true. There are three things that will last for ever according to St Paul. Three incredibly beautiful things to hold on to, no matter how much change bombards our lives…
St Paul says, “Three things will last forever: faith, hope, and love-and the greatest of these is love.”1 Corinthians 13:13
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