Dealing With Daily Drudgery

Life isn’t always fun. It will always have highs and lows.

Times when we are ecstatic. Times when we are happy.  Times when we are content. Times when we are melancholy. Times when we are bored. Times when we just have to deal with drudgery.

I’m sitting in the “dealing with drudgery” category at the moment.

Often when I’m in this place it’s because I’m at a crossroads. I’m not quite feeling fulfilled, I need a fresh purpose.

Sometimes it’s just because life has lulls and we become acutely aware of the mundane.

The Daily Drudge

As someone with a debilitating chronic illness, my daily routine is so mundane, and getting even more so, as my disease and disability progresses.

This time last year I could get out regularly with my husband, even for an hour, once or twice a week.

I’m blessed if I can manage to get out once a fortnight now, and often it is nothing more than a car ride around our local countryside.  I’m incredibly grateful I can do this as the scenery is uplifting and brings such joy.

The mundane part of my life is the strict routine I have to follow everyday:

  • Up early for medication with breakfast.
  • Potter with basic household chores after breakfast.
  • Back to bed mid morning to try and control the intense break through pain.
  • Get dressed late morning.
  • Have lunch while watching a TV show with my husband.
  • Do some admin/house keeping tasks after lunch.
  • Lie down for 90 mins late afternoon.
  • Get up for dinner.
  • Clean up after dinner.
  • Shower and go to bed.

There are other daily things I obviously attend to during the day while resting my body, including managing my online forum, writing, playing brain games and chatting online with family, watching a couple of favourite TV shows.

Missing Multitasking

I’m a multitasker by nature. I’ve always had multiple projects on the go at home and work.

When I was at school my teachers gave me extra assignments as I would finish my work too quickly. I enjoyed the extra work.

My brain is healthy but as my body continues to crumble, the pain is making it hard for me to have the energy I need to keep up with my brain.

This conundrum has heightened my feeling of being stuck in the drudgery of my situation.

It’s a little like being stuck in a job you really don’t like, but you don’t have an easy or immediate opportunity to be able to make a change.

This example sums up drudgery well, except my “work drudgery” is my diseased body!

Is There A Solution?

Sometimes there is a solution, especially if a change in purpose or a new opportunity, can be added to your life.

In terms of progressive chronic illness, solutions are not necessarily going to jump out easily, if at all.

I’m sure I’m not alone, in needing to find a way to deal with drudgery, due to severe disability and pain.

How on earth I can dig my way out of my current ditch? How on earth can others, in situations similar to mine, deal with the daily drudgery?

One of my main hurdles, with my disabled life, is wanting to run when I can’t even walk.

I’ve spent my life serving others. Growing up in a home where my Dad was a church Pastor and my Mum was a Social Worker, I was surrounded by wonderful examples of always putting others first. I embraced this way of life fully and always put other’s needs before my own.

I married an Anglican minister and we enjoyed a wonderful working partnership for years of caring for others together, until my health ripped this amazing calling away from both of us

Serving others is my happy place.

As my disease has progressed over the past 4 years, my body has demanded I focus on my needs.

My worst nightmare!! I don’t want to focus on me when my heart is craving to serve, lead and spend whatever years are left of my life, in a fulfilling way.

Those who know me well will say I do serve others through my blog and forum etc.

Yes, to a degree I do, but what scares me is I am finding these activities more and more exhausting as my body threatens to suffocate me.

So I guess I have a choice. I can find a way to deal with the drudgery and fightback, or I can pull the doona over my head and give in.

I’m going to try and fightback, even though I don’t quite have the best strategic plan yet.

In an effort to help others, who may be feeling like this, I’m going to try and come up with some ideas.

Let’s Get Digging!

Here we go…my tips for “Dealing With Drudgery”:

  • Acknowledge how you are feeling. Say it out loud, tell a loved one or friend you are in a drudgery ditch.
  • Review your daily routine to see if you can change it up a bit. For example, if you need to rest your body but not your brain every afternoon, could you set a challenge to read a book genre you perhaps wouldn’t normally read. Something to make you really think. Or perhaps contact someone everyday who you haven’t heard from for a while to see if they are ok. It can be a text or DM, but you might just be the person who helps them break out of their own drudgery.
  • Perhaps you do need time out to have a holiday. I’m pretty sure part of my drudgery feeling is because I’m a little burnt out from working so hard on all things within the “My Medical Musings” brand, including writing a full book! It’s just possible I might actually need to give myself permission to completely stop for a while and “just be”. I’m seriously thinking about doing this for 4 weeks, but I also feel a strong sense of responsibility for my forum members. I have to really weigh up the pros and cons.
  • Find a new purpose to fit your new limitations. This one might take a while to discover. The best place to start is to make deliberate time to think about what you are capable of doing.
  • Engage constructive thoughts and self talk. Avoid thoughts like, “if my body was ok, I could do….”. This line of thinking will only cause you to sink further into the drudgery ditch. I’m guilty of doing this lately and it’s really not helpful. I’m changing my thinking to ” my pain is intense, so I’m limited in my ability to physically move. I need an activity which will engage my brain and can be done while sitting or lying down. Something to distract me from the pain and it needs to be something different to my current activities“.

This list is definitely not all inclusive, and my attempt to get out of this ditch is a work in progress.

Just Passing Through

Writing this blog post has been a good start for me to begin dealing with the drudgery.

My hope is it might help others feeling similar, whether because of chronic illness, enforced lockdowns and other COVID restrictions, to not accept drudgery as a permanent state.

I intend to think about this drudgery as a phase. It’s a time I’m passing through. If I focus on realistic possibilities and dare to dream a little, I may even find a new purpose.

Now faith is assurance of things hoped for, proof of things not seen

Hebrews 11:1

Don’t lose hope. Never lose hope.

Take care

Sam xx

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4 thoughts on “Dealing With Daily Drudgery

  1. Sam, keep taking care of you. I was intrigued by your multitasking comment. Is there a way to use your ability to multitask as a therapy or distraction? You likely already doing this, but it popped in my head when I read your historical context. All the best on managing through the challenges. Keith

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  2. I think the fact that you are a multi-tasker and someone with such a compassionate soul that serves others first makes this all the more of a challenge. But it’s just that, a challenge. I personally find it immensely frustrating to not be able to do the daily boring things like I used to because of the need to do things more carefully, more slowly and more paced out. What I have to do is amplified a few times over to get to what you must experience.

    I think as your time for getting the drudgery things done gets smaller, there’s less time to explore anything else. So yes, maybe making the time for trying something different, exploring other parts of who you are, finding occasions where you can shake the routine up just a little, may all bring a little lightness back into the day to day. I think you’ve voiced something others will no doubt identify with and also find it a process of working through and figuring out… Sending love xxxxx

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  3. Sam, I hate drudgery. I just do. I tell myself I do not do a thing that is is not fun and important. So the thing is not how to avoid drudgery, rather it is about how to make drudgery fun. So, loud music? Sign me up. Dancing with the vacuum? Guilty and happy about it. Breaking all-day tasks with an afternoon movie on NetFlix? Sold.

    Or, as Sheryl often says, stop playing around. At which point I sit down. No offense Sheryl this work might be important, but if I am not having fun, it is not getting done.


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  4. Hi Sam, I too, have had those moments of wanting to run and not being able to walk, I found that I was being made to lie down in the green pasture and let my soul be restored, I was just running, trying to keep track of too much. I focus on rest and have more of His peace than ever, and still get things done. That is a gift to multi-taskers I never even thought I was one.


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